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today i just felt the worst i have in a long time. it’s taking way too much motivation to type, much less even stay awake or be happy or whatever…and i know i’m basically too young to be even feeling these things. like, why am i so sad? what do i have to be sad about? nothing, really. everything just makes me sort of sad at the end of the day, and it’s just hard to really be all that happy. and i think that’s what pisses me off the most about myself - i should be a fucking dandelion of jolliness, but i’m just..sort of sad.
i hate my parents thinking i’m sad. and i really miss my dad right now.